Plain and Simple

There are times when it feels like you need 48 hours in a day just to get done all the things you HAVE to do - forget about the things you WANT to do. I sit behind a desk...for 8 hours... Do you realize how much I could get done outside of the office with even 2 of those 8 hours? SO MUCH.

And then there's the house work, cleaning, and laundry. Don't forget the 6 hours of sleep I need to function. So when you tally it all up - I'm left with roughly 5 hours for the things I actually want to. A mere 5 hours. It's exhausting just thinking about it all.

Then I see a something like this:

Ok, ok. I get it. 

So we wake up and go to 5am workouts - not because it's easy but because it's worth it. 

Evan schedules showing after showing so we can get the rentals occupied. 

I food prep so we're prepared for the week - and so Evan doesn't cheat too much. 

And when I throw a tantrum because "I'm too tired and have too much to do and don't have time" Evan figures out how to make it all work.

I've said it before and I'll say it again, Evan is full of grand ideas [some more daunting than others]. And recently I've started having some ideas of my own. So we work to stay inspired. And more importantly we continue to support each other so that someday our ideas can be reality. 

And when we have a free day - we make sure to enjoy that time together.

So ok, I'll stop complaining. I'll stop whining. [Or at least cut it down]